FaiThy's thOughts

Helpless

2010-06-09T11:19:00.001+08:00

I have never felt so helpess..

FML~~

xoxo,
Fifi

Nice Chat

2010-06-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

It was a nice chat over beer and some ciggs. A very thank you to you my friend

Ambiguity

2010-05-31T22:17:00.001+08:00

You've asked. Finally asked the existence of the other person.

My answer was is ambigous.

Was it meant to be like this from the start? Can we have a more open conversation on the next smoke break?

K thanks bye

xoxo,
Fifi

Emo-ism

2010-05-31T22:06:00.001+08:00

Back at KTV again. There is alot that is going through my mind. I am sorry that I neglected you blog. Been twitting too much. I promise I'll be more active. Cos this space contains too much memories.

"as much as I want to keep u as a friend, I just can't help it. But I still thank god everyday that u're still around, chit chat wif me, take smokes break with me.."

xoxo,
Fifi

Test

2010-05-16T07:17:00.000+08:00

Test 1 2 3

xoxo,
Fifi

Holiday

2010-03-07T02:27:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile..been busy at work. New department..new colleagues. And finally I am going on leave! HK on Monday..can't wait to get out of this super hot and humid country!

Sad

2010-01-11T16:13:00.001+08:00

I think it's all gone once again. Why am I so stupid enough to keep letting the cycle repeat abd repeat by itself. I should be wise enough to put a stop to all these.

New Year Resolution

2010-01-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

New Year resolution...have you done yours yet? I know i'm abit late for this post..I haven't really done mine. But I more or less have known what I ought to accomplish this year.

There is a ringing part of me that needs to know the real truth. And I know that's what I need to do before I can fully move on to the next chapter.

Hope to see you soon..

......

2010-01-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

I am falling........................

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Missing

2010-01-06T20:33:00.001+08:00

I am missing something here...it feels like I found something I lost long time ago and then lost it again...

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Happy

2010-01-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

Happy..finally got to meet a long time friend! Hough short time spent but it was great catching up!!

Cheers to more of such session!

Dream

2010-01-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night...not exactly a good dream..dreamt that I was going to France with a bunch of my colleagues and some long time friends as well.

Initially, ma was going too and his tickets was only 92sgd!!!! Aft all the trouble to get another for myself..we were like 3.5hrs late for boarding and we missed the flight. So much for a 92sgd ticket to France huh?

Then I dreamt that I had to definitely visit France at all cost..and Ma took out all his savings for me to purchase a SQ ticket at 4k odd!!

Wat a weird dream..and aft all the hassle and tussle, I din even get to dream abt having my foot step on that snowy ground DARN!! I shall go back to sleep now abd catch that dream back!

Anticipating

2010-01-03T03:55:00.000+08:00

I am anticpating...for something I can't pin point..for once I feel I wanna the long holidays to be over soon...

Time check 357am. I should be sleeping soon.

Test 123

2010-01-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

Woot...trying to blog from iPhone..test test test

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Song of the Day

2009-10-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

嬉笑打闹拥抱留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道
晨昏日夜颠倒这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好再多关心多徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道
我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调
傻子才会哭闹就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
难到是我对我自己不够好
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

What medicine have you given me since we first met? Two years odd have past, and you still do flash past my mind. I am living happily. And i hope and pray that you are too...

蔡旻佑- 寂寞，好了

2009-10-21T00:07:00.003+08:00

Nice Song!! Improve alot on his vocals..the melodrama vocals he use in this song cannot be found in his earlier albums. Thumbs UP for the hard work!! JIA YOU!!

Gonna start sharing songs i like on this blog again..hope peeps viewing will like..=p

Overwhelmed

2009-10-12T12:44:00.001+08:00

I am so overwhelmed with things that i feel like breaking down and cry.

Too much things on the pea brain i guess.

Just want to curl up like a worm and sleep and not care about anything in the world.

In need of new life

2009-10-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder am i really tt bad a person? How i wish i can just go off to one city being all alone will be good for me i guess.

Dun really like where i am now. Its shitty!

Keeping Healthy

2009-09-25T12:05:00.000+08:00

Just took a flu vaccination. It's free and can keep myself healthy!! Hahaha

Its TGIF everybody!! Rock on!!

Boring work day

2009-09-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

The weather is sooooooOO crazeee these days..one moment super hot, one moment super cold!!! Needa driink more water.....

Finally is going to be my lunch break...ban mee!! Here i come......!!! Hahaha

Test

2009-09-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Test 1 2 3

Lazy

2009-09-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

I haven been updating my blog..

Super busy and super scatterbrain.

Been ultra busy, after july. Bdae celebrations, dinners, school, hectic project work, trying to adjust my mentality towards work, then hong kong for 6 days, then back hectic project work, relieve other branches...non stop!! Its non stop!!

Ma gege is in US now...and i wish i can be there...

I just got the data plan for my mobile..hopefully i can use it to tweet and blog regularly..

Busy

2009-08-10T21:47:00.001+08:00

Long weekend over!!!

How i wish time didn't have to go by so fast!!!

I'm still stuck on my assignments!! OMG!!!!

Feeling fat! Time to diet!!!!

Relax first

2009-08-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

Now sitting at Starbucks drinkibng my favourite green tea soy latte.

Relax first. After a not so good day. Pamper myself abit before i chiong again.

**it sucks working with pple you dun like**

Looking Forward

2009-08-02T17:11:00.001+08:00

I'm so looking forward to Hong Kong 19th-24th August

为什么？

2009-08-02T16:43:00.002+08:00

两年多了，我们都没有正式见个面。今天终于如愿以偿，但我却在那霎那间选者了视而不见。让你在我眼前和我擦身而过。

我始终没有勇气，只能站在你的不远处，默默为你送上我的祝福。

Happy Birthday to Me!!

2009-07-08T03:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

She left

2009-07-05T02:20:00.001+08:00

Xinyu left for the US this morning.

Hopefully she's reached there by now.

Have a good life in US my friend. Will miss you here in SG. No worries, your actual wedding day is in good hands.

Feeling..

2009-07-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

Back from dinner with Xinyu, Kelvin and Ma.

Good dinner with a superb dessert followed by super nice ice-cream.

Feeling abit....dunnoe...dun really know how to describe. Same feeling i had when yan was to leave for HongKong. Though i didn't have enuff time to realise the actual feeling of it cos it was too fast. But at least yan is near. My other half, Xinyu is leaving to the US for good. Feeling is mixed. Good for her and definitely happy that she found her happiness.

But my best friend is leaving for such a faraway place...

Full and Sleepy

2009-06-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today is the 2nd year. Cool. No wonder i am feeling sleepy.

Neeways, dunnoe what is up with me, i just dun feel well.

Dying soon?

Spoil

2009-06-28T17:16:00.001+08:00

My lappy spoiled.

Feel so crippled without it.

TGIF TML!!

2009-06-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

This week is such a long week!! But finally is gonna be TGIF tml!!!

Such a tiring week..a pretty sucky one too!!

Beginning to realise that the word "sorry" does not really mean anything to me anymore. Sad isn't it? Or the meaning of it does not really matter but the way its being express? I find myself so 'trained' to saying "sorry" without any sincerity in it.

Sometimes, i just don't understand the whole racial thing. Why do the whites always act like they are more superior then the rest? Why do one race feels more superior to the other? The contrast in skin colour really does influence the way we react to different people?

This week was such a bad week, that every single customer that i served is a "time bomb" the moment they hear something not pleasing to their ears, they hurl unpleasant words and threaten to complain about you. I find myself having to apologise for things that i don't directly handle with. I do understand the nature of my job, to represent the bank as the customer's don't care who handles what, but sees us as a whole to turn unpleasant experience into a pleasant one. But its getting so terrible. Having to apologise for other's stupid mistakes, having to apologise that is more stringent to bank in this country, having to apologise when they have a bad day etc and etc. So many a times, i get so frustrated, even though i dun take it too personally, but believe me, no matter how cheerful you remain to be, there will be days when the hurlings will grib you and tear you right into your soul.

Today, i have to apologise to a customer because his mom was issued a cross cheque of SGD11 and she doesn't even have a bank account in SG. He started hurling unpleasant words personal attacks etc and i just got so mad, i blatantly say "sorry for what you are going through" and i stomp off infront of him. Yes, a very ard stomp on the steps with my heels. I dun even care how was his reaction. If you knew you dun have an account, why request for a cross cheque? or the more for just SGD11?? And i got hurl and scream and demean like nobody's business. If just WTF.

There was another case which i did not handle personally, but its so classic that we are so convince that those lighter coloured then us think they can have their own way as long as they are dealing with us the so called "lower beings". One light coloured being scream, scolded at my colleague for what? Not able to do his account activation because he does not have any photo identification with him. My colleague was scream at so loudly, she almost teared. Just as this light coloured being was rupturing like a volcano, another colleague had to serve another light coloured being inside a room. Guess what? the customer told my colleague "you better serve me properly and give me what i want, if not, i will be like the guy outside!" This is threatening already!!! OMG!! What are they thinking??????

Nevermind, i'll stop thinking about it. It sucks to serve this kind of customer, but is my job.

TGIF tml, God please grant me a brand new day, with recharge positivity that can last me for as long as it can be.

Faith BUCK UP!!

Good movie

2009-06-22T12:31:00.001+08:00

Go watch "The Taking of Phelham 123" is good!!

My results is coming out at 1400hrs laters. Scary

Tired

2009-06-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Finally!!! My day has ended. Such a long tiring complete with hot and humid day!

Branch work in the morning, thereafter in branch roadshow all the way till 7pm!!! *kinda hate saturdays actually*

But am thankful it has ended, and my entire boring and tiring and hot and humid day ended with a good dinner with Jessika and Kim Peh.

More to come next week though. 9-9 on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Must embrace myself for it, pull my socks higher and have lotsa rest. I am feeling a painful stint in my throat already. OMG

Past

2009-06-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

I am having a very peaceful sunday. And i kind of like it. But i'm feeling like my body is growing bigger and bigger. Time for a strict diet. Bought the instant oatmeal. And is just oats and oats for the next week!!!

Was reading my past posts..and oh man i do write so much better in the past....Whats going on with me??? Hahahahahahah

Side track...it been 2 years since the day..I haven forgotten totally, well i don't i'll ever as well..But its good to be moving on coping with what i have to and committed to do..Maybe its a right thing to do by refusing to ever catch up...cos it'll be too tough for me to handle.

Even though you do flash through my mind everyday for the past 2 years. I want nothing more to know that you are leading a good life and all is well. Occasional chats online is cool. I no longer hold anything and though you still are constantly appearing in my mind, i could too just shake it off and say a simple pray for you to have a good day.

Going off to have an early night. Its gonna be a brand new week...and yes confessing only the good things..and yes I WILL HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waiting

2009-06-13T15:11:00.003+08:00

I am still waiting for that call to go KTV or drinks or catch up or whatever...like you said.

You know it means alot to me...

告解

2009-06-12T19:04:00.001+08:00

传闻中的蝶爱上花的美
露宿在荒野
选择孤独的喜悦
爱上谁
怎么也不会累
你逃离的防线
我始终追随
学不会忘却
注定要心碎
你曾说完美
所以不能挽回
从相恋到离别
温柔早被曲解
相拥却流下泪
害怕去告解
甚至无法闭上双眼去感觉
也许是我习惯忽略
能让你快乐的泉源
我自私得向你包围
想靠近却被爱隔绝
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变
学不会忘却
注定要心碎
你曾说完美
所以不能挽回
从相恋到离别
温柔早被曲解
相拥却流下泪
害怕去告解
甚至无法闭上双眼去感觉
也许是我习惯忽略
能让你快乐的泉源
我自私得向你包围
想靠近却被爱隔绝
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变
谁倾听我告解
用恋爱的双眼施舍些安慰
祈求不是我的执著
让你对爱产生错觉
我只是用我的一切
表达我对你永远不变

Keep Trying

2009-06-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

I just came trying..hoping i'll see something..

But its always the blank screen that's awaiting me.

Hi

2009-06-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

Been awhile. Been busy. Been playing. Been relaxing. Been eating. Been lazy

Exams long finished and i don't think i did well. Something hit and i went blank.

I got tons that i wish i could just share.

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事情已经过了两年，怎么我的心时不时还会隐隐作痛
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呼冷呼热，呼冷呼热，我快疯了
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时光是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁
情书在不朽淹没成沙漏
青春的上游白云飞走
藏够雨还有闪过的念头潺潺地流走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作千卷胶卷重播默片定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼著哭著笑著
我的天长地久

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越来越远越来越远
时隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会礼貌地吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼著哭著笑著
我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
捨不得短短副歌心还热著
也该告一段落
还好我有我下一首情歌
是你宛如轻轻地相拥的河
永远天长地久

missing

2009-05-05T00:52:00.001+08:00

I am missing something here....

walking...counting to 10...

even though there was nothing at least i know u are near.

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I need alot of discipline. Exams is coming and i am still lazy. shit

Sick

2009-04-28T20:34:00.005+08:00

Sick sick sick!!

Been down since i came back from Genting. I must get well and back fast!! Exams coming!!!!!

Genting was fantabulous!! Wahahahahha it was a good trip for us, buiding back the relationship. We totally enjoyed ourselves...and i miss the weather (SG so darn hot now la!!)

Nothing much we did in Genting, the highlight was dinner at The Olives and Hins concert thereafter. Nothing much to say, just that the dinner WAS FANTASTIC!! I had the best caesar salad and the best seabass ever! And for fine dine setting, the price is pretty cheap!! And guess what?? i met Louis in Genting!! It was his first time there with his family!!

Hins concert was very very good as well...his voice is power la!!!!

Short Holiday

2009-04-17T15:04:00.002+08:00

Off to Genting tonight.

Going to watch 张敬轩's concert tomorrow at Arena of Stars!

BBQ dinner with the premier colleagues. Thanks for the invitation!!

Gonna enjoy myself these few days before i touch back to SG to face the reality of my examinations. Burying my face into the books is my only solution. 5 papers ok? SCARE AR!

Hin 仔，我来了！

Positive!

2009-04-15T10:21:00.001+08:00

I must stay positive!

Must look at the positive side of life!!

No negative thinking!!

I MUST CONFESS ONLY THE GOOD THINGS!!!

Confused

2009-04-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

I dun understand you.

Sometimes u seem nice and cosy sometimes your just cold.

Tagline:

He's just not that into you.

Oh pls!! i dun need that!! I'm just being friendly. I dun understand why u can add others but not me on ur facebook!

Read: FRIENDLY and nothing else!

Well, rant enuff.

Ciaos!

Block

2009-04-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

I got a freaking mind block!!!

And still have two assignments to rush!!

fiak!

TireeeeDddDDddd!!`

2009-04-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

Totally shag out!!

So many things happen still coping with what happen etc. Totally drain my energy.

Maybe its good these few days to spend time alone. To recuperate and yes to catch up on my work. Keeping a distance away may do us good as well.

I feel like i can stay in bed for 2 whole days!! Desperately need that!!!

What happen is madness. Hopefully it will blow over.

Random

2009-04-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

Maybe i did bring it upon myself. Maybe the whole episode was my mistake.

For the 1st time in the longest time ever i felt the distance between us. The deafening silence hit me right there and then when i asked if you really wanna spend the rest of your life with me.

I understood. It could be all my fault, never understanding never accomodating which causes things to turn out this way.

However i never like silence. It so deafening that it makes me feel like i am the only freak in this world. Not only its deafening, it brings alot of hurt as well.

Believe me when i say i tried my best to be the best that i can be. Believe me when i say i did really love you and didn't go through shit with you all these while for nothing.

Maybe love have turn stale between us and we didn't put in the effort to sustain it.

Your free to go, really. Cos i can't bare the thot of returning silence.

RUN

2009-03-30T14:01:00.002+08:00

I think i am so stressed up that i can only feel emptiness..

hallow and empty...and yes...Its dark

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I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower Slower
We don't have time for that
All i want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

No more stars

2009-03-29T17:17:00.002+08:00

I can no longer do what i use to love to do.

To walk the favourite path, look up, count to 10 and pause. However things are getting better i suppose. I hope.

Super stress super stress super stress. So stressed that i think i am changing myself to run away from this stress.

Quizes and project deadlines are coming up very soon.

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搬了新家，希望你能很快的适应新环境。。

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我喜欢做梦, 一幅又一幅美丽和甜美的梦境，是我说不出的思念

still

2009-03-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

suay...i have a feeling i am not out of the pit yet.

Felt so much in love with Anna Sui's eyeliner and mascara...i bought Skin Food's coffee scrub and body wax as well...the scrub ish good and Am so in love with Paul Smith's Rose!! Total damage: $250!!!

Lurking after the Fred Perry's bag..isetan scotts anyone??

I just went swimming after a super sinful dinner...feel so good and tired now...ready for bed..

time check: 9pm!! Yeah!!

(p.s: this bloody post is so super random)

Unfortunate events

2009-03-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

A series of unfortuante events happen on me again..

I ish SUAY ka lau sia (pardon my crude language for i know not any better phrase to describe my suayness!!)

Unhappy things just keep happening one after another.

I received 3 complain (including one police case)..all within a week...not because of service errors...but BECAUSE THEY JUST DON"T LIKE MY FUGGING FACE!!!! damn fugging hell.

and to make things worse, just as i was walking pass a row of trees whinning half way to Mr Ma that due to my suayness..i would prolly kena bird shit as well...less then a minute i KENA BIRD SHIT!!!! So damn SUAY can??!!! fugging hell!!! I ish dunnoe whether to laugh or cry.

Halfway thru work today i tears swell up in my eyes..walking thru after i kena bird shit...i felt tears swelling up again...then i decide to laugh it off and buy toto plus 4D tomorrow!!

damn suay to my head!!

Side track: Left 4 Dead is so fun!!!!! can we play more of it please?

Anyway

2009-03-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

I forgot to blog abt this..

So happy, i've got a written letter from my adopted son!! So sweet of him...trying to get a scan copy of it can post it here!! Hope things with him is all doing fine and well..

Silly

2009-03-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

Am i going through the full cycle again? I hope i am not.

But just because of one conversation, i find myself making a few calls, sending a few emails. And someone posted me a question which totally took me aback. I paused, hm and er-ed for awhile, "nono, i was just checking" was my answer.

Please, please don't come back.

Glad

2009-03-02T02:09:00.003+08:00

I've been having what you call the writer's block for the past 2 weeks. But i am just glad that i have finally finish off the assignment and submit it in on time. *fingers cross that it is not terrible work*

Another thing worth the mention is...its been a good night. Finally we got to catch up for a while after so so long. It brings a smile to my heart. Really. I was just thinking about how much i miss this special person just this evening.

**Thank God you replied. I am really looking forward to bringing that friendship back**

Upset

2009-02-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

I hate this certain part of me.

The memories just keeps flooding back.

Sucks.

Vday'09

2009-02-17T23:13:00.006+08:00

Hello!!

v-day is just over. Hope everyone had a nice and lovely v-day. Have to admit that there wasn't much of a v-day atmosphere this year. But i am loving this year's v-day. Reason: Mr Ma surprise me with 2 dozen of roses delivered to branch! He has never done that!! and second reason is i get to spend v-day with my BFF1 a her husband to be. Spend it together and first and the last time, before she marries herself to the states.

Pics!!

My Flowers from Ma!!

US!!

DDD = Double Date Dinner!

BFF1 and her man

I wanna eat my flowers!

Ma and i went to watch a play by Chestnuts before meeting xinyu and don. Nice play i must say..but i think i was too tired and i fell asleep at some point. And i have been eating non-stop since v-day!! Time for detox!!!!!!

Side from these, i got so much things to finish..deadline is drawing near...

謝安琪 - 喜帖街

2009-01-23T10:48:00.001+08:00

忘掉種過的花　重新的出發放棄理想吧
別再看　塵封的喜帖　你正在要搬家
築得起　人應該接受　都有日倒下
其實沒有一種安穩快樂　永遠也不差

就似這一區　曾經稱得上美滿甲天下
但霎眼　全街的單位　快要住滿烏鴉
好景不會每日常在　天梯不可只往上爬
愛的人沒有一生一世嗎　大概不需要害怕

(忘掉愛過的他)　當初的喜帖金箔印著那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆　及一切美麗舊年華　明日同步拆下
(忘掉有過的家)　小妝枱沙發雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光景不過借出　到期拿回嗎　
等不到下一代　是嗎

忘記砌過的沙　回憶的堡壘　剎那已倒下
面對這浮起的荒土　你注定學會瀟灑
階磚不會拒絕磨蝕　窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就會一生一世嗎　又再婉惜有用嗎

(忘掉愛過的他)　當初的喜帖金箔印著那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆　及一切美麗舊年華　明日同步拆下
(忘掉有過的家)　小妝枱沙發雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光景不過借出　到期拿回嗎　
終須會時辰到　別怕

請放下手裡那鎖匙　好嗎

Troubled Thots

2009-01-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

Sponsored a child from Thailand. Hope my monthly contribution will make a difference in his life.

Many things on mind. Trying to rectify problems but it seems anything is not possible.

God, i am trying my best to be the best that i can be, to do good. Please help me through my problems. ( dun get me wrong, have always wanted to sponsor a child and try to give back to the society at any opportunity that presents itself. Just so happened i am going thru a pretty rough period. I just need to rant. Perhaps i don't deserve to it anyway)

Good Show!!

2009-01-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Wooh!!

Have been to quite a few good movies!! Kudos to those putting in the hard work to film such good pieces.

So far, i have watched

1)Yes Man ( ok La!)
2) Twilight (Give it a miss LA!)
3) Bedtime Stories (Good Entertainment)
4) Ip Man (Best of the Best!!)
5) Australia (better then Pearl Habour, Good Good GOod! Kudos to Nicole Kidman)
6) Red Cliff 2 ( Must Watch!!)
7) Milk ( Gay movie...normal...not to watch if u cannot take man sex)
8) Changeling (Good Show!!! Plot unfolds nicely..ends nicely..and KUDOS to Angelina Jolie..really brought the character to love)

Not too bad for this season....all my hardearn money are now with GV and Cathay.

Hahahaha

Today

2009-01-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

On leave today..had a good good sleep.

Going to see 师傅 later, hopefully things will look up for 2009. *cross fingers*

School is starting next week. Dunnoe what to anticipate sia..i just want to do well really.

Resolutions...2009...i think i got many to make...haven really sit down and think it through.

Later go steambath and think abt it ba.

Cheers

First testing

2009-01-10T12:41:00.000+08:00

Test test 123

bored!!

2009-01-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

Super BORED and uber LAZY!!!!

你没想像中爱我

2009-01-03T15:21:00.004+08:00

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈
也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
啊... 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜... ... 你没想像中爱我

1st Jan 2009

2009-01-02T01:06:00.002+08:00

I survive 2008!!!!

Well..if not? Better off dead? Hahaha.

But 2008 was a pretty bad cum challenging year.

Nontheless, New Year celebration was a blast!! Up till the fact that we went up my xinyu's office to watch fireworks right infront of our face!! ITS SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL LA!!!!

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Got pissed off in the end la..always try to balance when u are making fun of people. Silence doesn't mean its ok to carry on. It got on my nerves so badly that i decided to snap it off totally.

When what you do differs from what you say, dun create a topic and make a clown out of me and i am just a nobody. No! i do not like it!!!

Still quite piss, but is whizzing off already. Probably they/he/she whoever whatever dun really mean it anyway.

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Pictures pictures..i am lazy to load.

Off to gym tomorrow..must to run those kilos i pile on during this festive season

Visiting Dr Lawrence at his clinic tomorrow also...

I'm tired. Sleep time.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-31T16:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

All good wishes to everyone out there for the year 2009!!

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Kind of mixed feelings, i mean..last year this time, i was going through the worse patch in my entire 25yrs of living as a human.

But i thank God that he was able (He is of cos!) to restore everything back. It took me alot of courage to face the music, but still thank God for the strength to pull me through.

Things are getting much much better after the whole episode. (very much better in fact)

Anyways, HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

WooOo-Man!!

2008-12-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

Its been a long long time.

Hows anybody whose hear once a while? Hahaha

Nothing much about my life after my exams. Ups and downs of cos, plus tons of shopping as well that is..

I failed two modules..nontheless i'm not giving up...thank God for my 26 days annual leave. I can forgo all travelling plans and take a 15 day leave in May to hide at home and mug for my coming 5 papers. God Bless me please.

( not only do i need recession proof anoiting..i need failure proof anoiting as well...pls)

Many have come and go in the banking industry..i'm glad i'm still able to keep my job...at the very least i've passed the 6th month mark.

Shopping have made up a huge part of my life recently..and i am going all sooooooo broke..

Massimo is good...
so is ZaRa
Coach is very very lovely
SKII is superb
and please go for SKII facial..marvellous
Loving Levis $50 bucks off

still waiting for my f21 spree..and am checking the USD FX rate everyday..

Not a good lifestyle...but at least let me enjoy the fruits of my hard labour can i?

I've got such a bad day today and teared when an unreasonable customer scolded and scream at me for something i have not done. Second time. First was in DHL, second was today.

Many things to say...and this post is getting so random.

I'll be back for more and i more relax..

Masked face for a good count down and fun tomorrow.

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!

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Merry xmas to you too...no matter how many time and how hard i try u just won't bulge right? still you've been missed. Merry xmas my dear friend and have a happy holidays!!

fugly!

2008-11-02T13:11:00.001+08:00

I got 2 HUGE pimple on my face!!!

God save me pleasE!!!!

mugging...

exams loh!

2008-11-02T03:28:00.001+08:00

BUSY AR!!

Non stop since genting trip. No time to post photos.

Exams this coming week...

STRESS AR!!!!!!!!

Genting!

2008-10-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

Bye SG!

Leaving for Genting tonight will be back on the 19th Oct!

Not a big deal...BUT I AM GOING TO CATCH AIR JUSTIN!!

*love love*

HATE!!!

2008-10-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

I TOTALLY HATE MANAGEMENT SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我讨厌你！！！

FOTOS!!

2008-10-05T13:00:00.011+08:00

Ma's Bdae..

Happy birthday big head!!

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Chai's Bdae..

Happy Birthday to Chai!!

Cheers!!

Ma's Bdae

2008-10-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Ma's bdae.

His bdae was on the 2nd of Oct.

We went to the airport on the 1st, to await his bdae's first hour.

Then on then the 3rd, dinner with friends at Paragon's Fish and Co.

Pictures, yes, many many.

But they are not ready yet.

Hahahahahhaa

无聊

2008-10-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！
晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！晚安！！！

不管

2008-10-03T01:38:00.006+08:00

我需要一个乐观的观念。
看准目标，勇敢前进。
不要去想别人会怎么看，怎么想。
只要坚持一个信念。
不可放弃！

不管前面的路又多坎坷
我都要继续走下去。。。

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我不说，并不代表我不做
我不做，并不代表我不想

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有些事，我始终忘不了
忘不了，并不代表我怀念
就算是怀念，并不代表一定要拥有

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好像偷懒，其实也投了不少。。呵呵！
但我偷懒，并不代表我没抓紧时间。
还有好多做不完的功课啊！

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总算是写了一些有的没的。。
我的思绪是一片一片的
难道我不正常？

真是浪费时间！睡觉啦！！

遥吻

2008-10-01T15:38:00.005+08:00

慢慢雪落有声情境

就似这段情冷却得结冰
渐渐脚步放轻骤听
仿似你念及余情
但愿我没眼睛无须
面对这道墙有你的背影
但愿我没法醒今我
不觉你道别没震惊

明知得到你都要知道
怎放下你
明知天空有很多班客机
令我不得不放弃

如果有限期可否拖得到我会飞
容我俯瞰你遥吻比怨你可悲
如果有限期可以抛低你
我会一生也学习忘记你

事实你定要走回家
是你的自由我只得放手
异地雪在颤抖大概
只有极地是永久

明知得到你都要知道
怎放下你
明知天空有很多班客机
令我不得不放弃

如果有限期可否拖得到我会飞
容我俯瞰你遥吻比怨你可悲
如果有限期可以抛低你
我会一生也学习忘记你

何需怕距离千里都可以吻你
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Love the song totally.

The lyrics carries alot of significance, for me at least.

I actually..

2008-09-29T00:36:00.003+08:00

think this dark skin guy is handsome..

Diet!

2008-09-24T23:05:00.003+08:00

DIET AR MISS FAT!!
DIET!!!!!!!!!
I still haven start my TMA02 man. I'm SO SUPER DEAD!!

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These few days keep getting angry customers.
Going home with my face filled with saliva.
Kind of sucks actually.
Really

Batam 20th Sep

2008-09-22T21:57:00.006+08:00

Woot!

Back from Batam..yesterday la...and do homework till 2am. Shaggy..

Nontheless, i am here to post some pics..after making over this blog, i shall make an attempt to keep it alive!

Move over cobwebs!

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Batam was good. Relaxing man...no worries for the first-est time since i start school. Just relax..have fun..chit chat..massage..swim..drink...

Nice villa as well..thanks so much to Jingle pretty bells.

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Bus101 quiz this week..Cor100 TMA02 submission on this coming 29th Sep, and baby joi's 1st celebration this coming sat..

Batam

2008-09-20T08:30:00.001+08:00

I'm off to batam.

Be back tml!!

Busy!

2008-09-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

Not feeling well, and i still have tons to finish.

Stats is killing me..but i ain't gonna be beaten down by it!!

Looking forward to:

20 Sep --> Batam
18 Oct --> Genting (Air Justin's concert!!)
Dec --> HK (yan take me in please??)

Just bought the skin food's face mask. Price is reasonable..but i prefer those mud better..

Pointless post.

Night

Financial Crisis

2008-09-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

Possible recession in the US soon?

Won't hit Singapore soon till Youth Olympics is over i suppose.

Expect trades to go even quieter man..

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_world_business/view/375888/1/.html

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_world_business/view/375940/1/.html

http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601080&sid=a5ZynM0BYbm0&refer=asia

Stress ar!!

2008-09-04T20:34:00.003+08:00

I think stress is the only only word that can describe my current lifestyle.

Work, school, work, school...ALAMAK!!!!

though, i may not show it, but i keep getting migraines, and recently my sinus is back worsen!

And while sleeping, i keep waking up in shock..either from a bad dream or i though i overslept and things like that. Or i'll sleep for 2 hours, wake up, sleep for another hour, then wake up again and the routine goes on..

Sucks! i hate the feeling..

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Oh, and i signed up for Planet Fitness..decided to go for it cos its convenient..RIGHT UP STAIRS NIA!! And as an encourgement for me, Mr Ma paid the first two months.

Kind of thanking God that things are looking well for us even though we were at a terrible stage at the beginning of the year.

I must 加油！and everyone must 加油 too!!

Overwhelmed

2008-08-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

Pretty overwhelmed with things right now. Work and studies etc...

Finding myself "stoning" as and when to recuperate back my energy.

Beginning to regret..but i cannot give up...its only for the betterment of my own future.

Looking forward to to go out of country..

coming up in sep is batam, oct is genting, dec back to HK.

I just wanna get out of HERE!!!!

But then again...i have a few submissions on the day of the batam trip...may need to postpone..shite!!

郑欣宜 - 直觉

2008-08-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

寂静若笑声不再动听
说话无奈已听不到怎呼应
能用心听仍未肯定
双眼总算可以看清

谁会以真心的对我
如若说出口可算麼
又无需许下承诺
只话甜言蜜语出错
用我双眼看会否清楚
问那位真心的对我
直觉推测应该会是没有错

假使没有开口说在意
心里其实很清楚你的真摰
无用猜疑
如若表示轻轻一个拥抱已知

谁会以真心的对我
如若说出口可算麼
又无需许下承诺
只话甜言蜜语出错
用我双眼看会否清楚
问那位真心的对我
直觉推测应该会是没有错*

Congratulation and Celebration

2008-08-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

Congratulations on Singapore second olympics medals after 48years!!

Be it a silver or gold...

Good job to Team Singapore!!!

Uber Stressed Up!

2008-08-08T01:52:00.002+08:00

Assss Offfff abbOovEe...

Its been a long time since i had such a feeling. Back then when i was still in poly. Just that this time round it starts just shortly 2 weeks after sch starts!!

Time to sleep.

Be back soon

Sleepless

2008-07-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

Those thots flood my mind again.

Matter of fact is they dun stop. Its just how affected i am towards it.

A tear dropped.

Did i mention that i especially like gazing up into the sky along the east /changi area? I love looking out the window when i go to a fren's place for mahjong. I could see the route of the airplanes, landing, taking off and making detours.

I love to look out and have deep thots.

Indulgences yes..indulgences not

2008-07-20T13:36:00.002+08:00

I bought this yesterday..

was introduced to this when i was in Hongkong. Caught it on the magazine when i was on the CX flight. Then yan introduce the body lotion to me again when i visited her place. Then i thought i wanna get it when i was at the SG airport, only to realise that it was out of stock..so you knoe, it was like in my mind for a week plus or so...when i saw it yesterday..i told the person to packed it! Only to suffer alittle heartache after that.

Comtemplating on the Agnes B tag holder also...but think Ma gonna $##%$%^&**(&^!!

Starting school this week. Looking forward to it...

No more permed hair as well. Its back to normal now. Hahaha.. Looking straight and fat!

断点

2008-07-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸

这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延

我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边 (虽然你不在我的身边)
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见
你的蜜语甜言

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时间过得好快，转眼一年已经过去了。
我仍然没有忘记所发生的一切。
算是一种执着吧，但也不完全能说我放不下。
只是时过境迁，你已在我心中占据了一个小小空间。

我现在的生活很快乐，没缺什么。
只是偶尔会想起过去所发生的一切。

仍然会想念你。

你已成为一个烙印。不会忘记，但我会永远记得这个教训。会痛的教训。

但像歌里所写的虽然你不在我的身边我还是祝福你过得好一点。希望你一切顺利。希望你过得快乐。

HK withdrawal syndrome..(Happy Bdae to me)

2008-07-08T23:54:00.004+08:00

Back from HK, and today is my bdae.

I miss HK, though i've one hell of an experience in HK. (shall blog abt it later)

Thanks to JH and Ah Hao for celebrating my bdae today.

Bizzare mind

2008-06-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

Feeling quite confused actually.

I love what i am doing now actually. But once again, the environment is.....

For the first time in my entire life, i've been punked by own partner.

Can't believe she is doing all these to me, not once but twice.

I tell myself i must be strong. And maintain my principles. I will collect enough evidence to turn you over!

Faith must be strong! Faith is STRONG!

Other then the many grievances that i am facing, there are still pple around encouraging me and i am very appreciative. But i am afraid i may break down. Which i almost did twice!! I cannot believe that humans can be so ugly.

Apart from all these, there are still many things which i can looking forward to.

1) HK trip from 3rd to 7th July.
2) School starting in 21st July.

Two major events to look forward to..

Birthday is coming up though. Thank xinyu dearest for the Agnes B bag!! Hahahahhahahaha one more addition to the collection!! And thanks to Mr bIggie for the Agnes B handphone accessory! I LOVE IT!! wahaha though i very not the paiseh and ask for it outrightly! wahahahah but i just love it la!! Imagine i bought the last one in SG!! imagine how long i have to wait for the next batch...wahahah still.. I LOVE IT!!

I still thinking abt the agnes b top though.

But however and whatever i want is NEVER important. Whats most important is everyone around is happy and blissful.

After a span of events, maybe not so much, but still after what happened recently, i want nothing but my dear dear friends to be happy and come to NO harm in whatever they do and wherever they are. Cos really, nothing beats seeing the people around you being happy.

I'm tired. Its the time of the month.

Bye

Did I?

2008-06-23T01:46:00.003+08:00

Did i just bumped into you earlier on?

anyway..its been a year..how time flies..and i am moving on...happy with my life now.

I hope you are happy too!

New job and new ipod

2008-06-23T01:35:00.005+08:00

Just got my new Ipod Touch.

Looks good, but it sucks!! so difficult to figure my was around that stupid thing!

Creative still the best! (disclaimer: the above is purely in my own opinion)

One month plus into my job, i can see light at the end of the tunnel..at least i see myself staying for long this time round. The first 2 branches which i am at was very good, great experience. Current branch though challenging, but thank God i have good senior colleagues supporting me all the way. Great chat on friday when i went down to CLQ to collect my victoria secrets loots. Thanks for the great advice given. Thanks for backing me up and letting me feel that i am not alone. Thanks for the tips to counter bad actions and to do my job well. For one thing i can rest assure you, that the customers in Marine Parade, though dun love me enuff, but are kind enuff for me to strike a conversation with. Good start eh?

School is starting soon. I am looking forward to it man. End july!! And i promise i'll study my heart out!

One more week to HK!! I am going to HK!! Finally!! I can't wait to be there man..

1:43am: i am still trying to configure my ipod touch. sucks right?

Be back Soon

woot! long time no come in

2008-05-31T11:18:00.004+08:00

This was blogged 31st May. Long ago entry that i didn't publish.

Things are looking good now..at least between him and me..many many more years to come!! *muacks*

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Wow, blogging off during work.

Yes, i am back to the alternate working sat thingy.

Changed job, and i have been in it for a month already.

Customer service, not as stressful as previous. Though i like my previous cos prospect is good however, i have bad relationship with the one up there, so i ish up lorry got prospect also become no prospect.

Looking to see what other options i have at the moment, but current job is good in a way money not bad, timing not bad, off work no worries, and it facilitates my starting school term in July.

Anyway, I wanted to share something that just happen over the week.

I feel so bad now, that we had the biggest fight ever in our 4 year long relationship. Seriously, at the back of my mind i thought we would be stomped!

I didn't noe that i will go violent as well.

The bruise on my hand serve as a painful memory of what i shouldn't have done, and of cos there was a small cut on my feet cause by the broken pieces of the Icewine you threw on the floor. Its heel now anyway.

Its just i don't understand how you could at moments like this simply forget about my existence.

How could you forget such a huge ass me?? !!!

Anyway, i am glad we have resolve our differences. And i guess i have to accept that. And not take it too seriously at heart.

如水

2008-04-09T01:26:00.003+08:00

期待过我们似细水
可惜蒸发出眼泪
明白你最近有些暂时伴侣
偷一刻午睡
彷佛专一使你极空虚
怀疑被你抱着我念着
谁无论你再好亦舍得失去
难过亦过难道我嫌损失未够多
早放手可减轻痛楚
不等泡沫给吹破
不想去知谁填补我
无悔在我还是我
任你多麽差错
无谓去追问为何
深知告别损失非我
让情人离别
似水清洗我
原谅你对着我说谎
出於好意的作状
明白你最近已经避谈近况
早不敢寄望
心中早把相爱如观光
情如瀑布泻下也未惊慌
心境已随着那水花得到释放
难过亦过难道我嫌损失未够多
早放手可减轻痛楚
不等泡沫给吹破
不想去知谁填补我
无悔在我还是我
任你多麽差错
无谓去追问为何
深知告别损失非我
让情人离别似水清洗我
心中有涟漪吹过
又回到最初平静去做我

Another Beginning

2008-04-06T16:36:00.004+08:00

After considering for a month or so, numerals trips to various places, hiding out under my blanket and all, i have decided to move on as well.

Not exactly sure if its suitable, but at least i know i will be happier, and i can go back to school to study.

I have say thank you that Agent I for giving me a chance to tap into the real world of banking with exceptionally attractive package. I have to say that its kind of like a compliment when i receive your call and with what you have to propose. But i failed you still. Lack of experience definitely. I walk out of the room knowing that the chance was blown away. By myself definitely. I hope there will be another opportunity to work with you again.

Like i say moving on..i lead a mediocre life, mediocre personality trying to lead a comfy life. Contentment yeah. Frustrated still with the limitation that i face, but still is a move forward in terms of experience and qualifications.

I hope i can settle down soon with whatever that i have now.

There are still many things which i still have regrets over. I mean i am a pretty straightforward person. And i don't like bad blood, cos i dun like to keep people away. Trying to keep everyone as a fren is my policy, even if i don't like you, you dun like me, at least, i can keep you as a aquaintance i can still say hi, or at least smile when i bump into you on the streets.

So much of talking, i just want to say, that there is still someone on my agenda, very treasured person in fact, who have been bumping into my thoughts since the last time we lost contact. Is coming to a year, yeap, it was a mistake commited, and well, u would and should have already moved on very well, though i may not be doing as well, but i have moved on as well. I hope we can still talk things out and still stay as friends. I thot abt became a stalker, serious. But i didn't la. I just wanted very much to see how you have been doing. Not pervertic but a sincere heart here.

Its been such a long time since i heard that funny accent and talking abt nonsensical stuff.

Remembering what happen i wanted to , doesn't mean that i am still holding on have not moved on. Not easy to forget, as it has become a event important enuff to put on a permenant stain in my chart of life. But i am not hurting anymore, and i am happy with who i am today. What happen become a turning point in life.

Otherwise, life's been good. Been hanging out with Mr Big alot these days. And its great company. Not forgetting that i blew my pay on Agnes B, i bought so much stuff from them the moment i got my pay and i am eating grass now. But life's been good, i am growing fatter day by day. Time for rigorous exercise and stringent diet starting today! wait..i think i just had two swwets! ok i'll start tomorrow!!

I love Agnes B, and am comtemplating to to change my name to Agnes. Agnes Huang. Hmm..i still think B Huang will sound nicer. HA!

Ciaos!

Before and After Marriage?

2008-03-31T09:23:00.000+08:00

Before the marriage:

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don’t even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Yes!
She: Will you hit me?
He: No way! I’m not such kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?

So What is it After Marriage? Try reading it from the bottom

Say "Hi" to new Shoes

2008-03-23T02:15:00.001+08:00

And it gave me a freaking BIG blister!!!

So painful that i can't even walk properly.

杂技

2008-03-15T16:44:00.002+08:00

當我靠近　臉上盡是密雲
傻人都知一心　對我降溫
你在迴避我親近　沒疑問

最後悔試過故意對你倍加關心
誰知你竟會抗拒我的慰問
彷彿尷尬地撞到路人　我這樣笨

只想見你　但是盡量合群
明明相交不深　我也上心
你良朋像我兄弟　沒遺憾

最重要　我試過說偶爾也想單身
提醒你不會揹上太多責任委屈到這樣造作　
只想博到同情與好感

我不怕　死心不息愛你　
表演討好的雜技　
不惜更改性格都想配合你　　
施展魔鬼的嫵媚　
加起修女莊嚴　
難以令你在意得到轉機　

然後我　假裝瀟灑對你　
偷歡偷不到妒忌　
花心痴心竟然同樣不震撼你　

哭泣表演可憐你嫌棄　
大概正中你厭惡的禁忌　
難道要我說我愛到想死　
威脅若拒絕我便逼死你　
又怕越快被你拋棄　(無非要　要爭一口氣)

猜想你　最近在服侍別人
仍然一聲不響　免太貼身
鬥命長亦鬥寬大　只要忍

冷待我　也要免強對你笑得開心
如果不想答我永遠不會
問小心到以為能夠　得到報答垂憐我苦心

Yoz!

2008-03-15T16:09:00.003+08:00

Nothing much recently.

Was telling a friend earlier that i dun think i am going for the op. Too bloody expensive! Hopefully chinese medicine can help with the pain and swelling.

Not staying in my current position for long as well.

Been thinking of what i want to do in future as well. Heard that recently got this air ticket going to USA and its going at a damn cheap rate. Comtemplating if i should go, bunk at my aunt's place, work parttime as a barista or something experience the life there for a while before coming back.
Not a bad idea eh? But school's gonna start soon.

Well...

There are a few things which i really want to do at the very moment... Want to travel to HK, wanted to initiate the DBS 40/40 project to get some funds within department and ship stationaries over to 3rd world countries, a colleague of mine offered help, if i could organise maybe give some tuition to the children in the orphanage..i really wanted to..but i dun think i am going to stay..plus dun think up there will release me and give me time off to do all these. Uber lack manpower.

Got the urge to KTV..whose free?